[Verse] If you ain't got it you won't get it If you're not here you'll forget it A circus of chaos a cluster of fire ADHD’s my tightrope wire [Chorus] I’m stuck in a rut stuck in a spot Better than stuck where I’m clearly not LOL I laugh but it’s just a shell A joke to hide this private hell [Verse 2] They say he's scruffy a total mess His house reflects his life's distress Lazy they whisper lazy they think But they don’t know I’m on the brink [Prechorus] Paralysis burning me out A loop I can’t break can’t turn about [Chorus] I’m stuck in a rut stuck in a spot Better than stuck where I’m clearly not LOL I laugh but it’s just a shell A joke to hide this private hell [Bridge] The fear the fire it’s eating my mind Clocks tick louder but I’m stuck behind The bot the loop the endless grind Can’t hit restart can’t hit rewind