Looking for sunshine, I got stuck in the rain

[Verse 1] I write the songs from now to yesterday A soul reaching out with so much to say There are plenty of smiles and plenty of pain A walk through reality of sunshine and rain [Verse 2] A fragile glass life with all of the shards Cast off by time that life just discards The broken pieces pile over years While keeping a tally of triumph and fears [Chorus] The love, the loss, victory, and defeat Things that went wrong, I don't want to repeat I'm playing with memories that will cause me pain If I choose the sunshine, why get trapped in the rain? [Verse 3] I look at the clock as the hands circle round My feet stepping forward, but stuck to the ground I carry the weight of the roads I walked past And wonder how long all these must last [Verse 4] Wearing my heart on my sleeve was me losing a fight But at the end of the day, it just doesn't feel right It's not who I am or ever made to be But sometimes we're just reaching on a cold barren sea [Chorus] The love, the loss, victory, and defeat Things that went wrong, I don't want to repeat I'm playing with memories that will cause me pain If I choose the sunshine, why get trapped in the rain? [Bridge] Sweep up the glass from the cold wooden floor Put it together and walk out the door I cut my hand on a shard, I know it will heal At least if I'm hurting, I know it's all real It's been enough time, but I took the memories too far If I keep circling, I'll just make another big scar Why would I ever do something so dumb? I was looking for something I knew would not come [Chorus] The love, the loss, victory, and defeat Things that went wrong, I don't want to repeat I'm playing with memories that will cause me pain If I choose the sunshine, why get trapped in the rain? [Outro] I won't try to live in my memories and hide from the pain This may be the reason I got stuck in the rain The heart on the sleeve, the rain coming down And life passes by with barely a sound