One Foot Somewhere Cold

[Verse 1] A week ago I had it planned I knew exactly where I’d stand Classes, meetings, goals to chase The same familiar, steady pace Then Hera smiled and raised her glass Like she could see right through the mask Now every step feels strange somehow And nothing fits the way it did before now [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I’m imagining things Maybe I’m making too much of this But lately every answer I find Only leaves me questioning it [Chorus] Yesterday I knew exactly Where my life was meant to go Now the ground keeps shifting underneath me And I’m scared to let it show One foot in springtime gardens One foot somewhere cold I spent my whole life growing Toward a path I’d always known [Verse 2] Then he shows up out of nowhere Like he always has the right Talking like we’re old companions Like nothing happened that night Everybody else keeps smiling Nobody sees what I know And I keep standing there pretending That it doesn’t shake me so [Pre-Chorus] I hear the words he’s saying But they don’t sound the same Like somehow we’re remembering Two completely different things [Chorus] Yesterday I knew exactly Where my life was meant to go Now the ground keeps shifting underneath me And I’m scared to let it show One foot in springtime gardens One foot somewhere cold I spent my whole life growing Toward a path I’d always known [Verse 3] Then a monster laid his head by mine And somehow everything felt fine For a little while the noise grew still And I forgot the things that make me ill And every dream keeps pulling me Down roads I’ve never thought I’d see Blue lights shining through the dark Like something calling to my heart [Bridge] Maybe that’s the part I fear Maybe that’s what’s brought me here Every road I try to leave behind Somehow finds me every time Maybe I’m becoming someone new Maybe that’s what I’m supposed to do Maybe every door that’s closing Leads me somewhere I should go [Final Chorus] Yesterday I knew exactly Where my life was meant to go Now the ground keeps shifting underneath me And I’m scared to let it show One foot in springtime gardens One foot somewhere cold I spent my whole life growing Toward a path I’d always known Maybe all these twists and turns Are leading somewhere I belong Maybe what I’m losing now Was never mine to hold this long [Outro] One foot in springtime gardens… One foot somewhere cold…