Phone at 2%, no gas, no clue, Fake a smile on Zoom, yeah, what else is new? Friends online, but I still feel alone, Therapist app says, “Maybe put down your phone.” Can’t afford dreams, can’t escape screens, Gaslight myself just to feel clean. Tryna chill, but I can’t unwind So I say I’m good when I’m losing my mind. Everything’s fine (not really), Just tryna survive this feeling. School’s a mess, my brain’s on freeze, Parents say “pray,” but I need peace. Yeah, I smile in the mirror just to lie, Sayin’ “everything’s fine”… (Not really.) I scroll past wars and perfect skin, Can’t save the world can’t even win. Rent's too high, my dreams feel fake, So I sleep all day for my own sake. Late-night thoughts with a deadbeat beat, Posting memes 'cause I'm too deep. Tryna laugh so I don’t cry Told my friends I’m good, that’s the lie. Everything’s fine (not really), Just tryna survive this feeling. School’s a mess, my brain’s on freeze, Parents say “pray,” but I need peace. Yeah, I smile in the mirror just to lie, Sayin’ “everything’s fine”… (Not really.) Yeah… I guess I’m fine… Maybe.
