NOT TODAY (feat. Lirae) MSTR RiMIX

*(Verse 1)* There’s no loneliness quite like this When you’re right there, but something’s missed You’re laughing, thinking it’s all fine While I’m falling out of us, line by line *(Pre-Chorus)* You’re planning forever like we’re still good But if you only saw me, you’d know I’ve stood At the edge, about to jump, but I freeze I don’t want it to be that day—I’m not brave enough, please *(Chorus)* There’s no loneliness quite like falling out of love With someone who doesn’t see what it's become I’m not brave enough to break your heart today So I’ll fake it, we’ll smile through the weight— But not today *(Post-Chorus)* Not today, not tomorrow I’ll hold it in, my private sorrow I’m not strong enough, not yet *(Verse 2)* You’re staring at me, like you still know me But inside, I’m miles away, drowning slowly I choke on the truth every time you speak Pretend I'm still the girl who was weak *(Pre-Chorus)* You’re laying out futures like it’s set in stone But I’m already halfway gone, on my own I wanna scream it, let the wrecking ball swing But I don’t want it to be that day—I can't do that thing *(Chorus)* There’s no loneliness quite like falling out of love With someone who doesn’t see what it's become I’m not brave enough to break your heart today So I’ll fake it, we’ll smile through the weight— But not today *(Post-Chorus)* Not today, not tomorrow I’ll hold it in, my quiet sorrow I’m not strong enough, not yet *(Bridge)* I wish I could be the villain for once Rip the bandaid, get it done But I’m too scared to watch you break Too weak to handle what’s at stake *(Chorus)* There’s no loneliness quite like falling out of love With someone who doesn’t see what it's become I’m not brave enough to break your heart today So I’ll fake it, we’ll smile through the weight— But not today (Outro) Not today, not tomorrow I’ll live with this borrowed sorrow I’m not strong enough... Not yet...