I’m mesmerized By those dark stars. I let myself imagine That you're here in my arms. To kiss you on the hills, Just to finally touch your lips, But mine are always torn And they bleed a little much. While yours are just so soft, I’m scared to stain them with my blood. But I worry for nothing, 'cause we’re never touching. Held your hand just once, a fleeting kind of loving. A one-time memory, I knew it, and I appreciated it as much as I could. I’ve always been aware of the truth: I’m nothing but a nuisance to you. I kept staring at those stars, But they never looked my way. I swore that I was fine with it, And forced a smile each day. The truth is that it killed me, A little every time. But I walked right into the fire, And I made the damage mine. But I worry for nothing, 'cause we’re never touching. Held your hand just once, a fleeting kind of loving. A one-time memory, I knew it, and I appreciated as much as I could. I’ve always been aware of the truth: I’m nothing but a nuisance to you. And I know, as well as you know, That you've already won. When I walked out of that door, My lips were not the only thing torn. I had nothing left without you, While you were perfectly okay. Sincerely, I hope you’re doing well, And I still think of you some days.
