
If something happened…→ I just have to give tomorrow a chance
**[Verse 1]** One in the morning, staring at the ceiling Phone doesn't work, but I don't feel like reaching Five hundred days gone, and I still feel stupid Everybody's talking, I just wanna mute it D on the phone, “What do you want?” I said what I meant, then I said what I don't I told him I love him as a friend, then told him goodbye How can both be true at the same damn time? **[Pre-Chorus]** And I don't know what I'm supposed to feel Everything hurts but none of it feels real I'm tired of choosing who's staying or leaving Tired of pretending that I'm not barely breathing **[Chorus]** If something happened, I don't think I'd care Not 'cause I wanna leave, I'm just already somewhere Somewhere far away from the noise in my head From all of the things that I wish I had said If something happened, I'd probably just freeze Like maybe the world could finally let me breathe But there's still a little light I can't throw away A puppy at my feet and some people who make me stay **[Verse 2]** M can hurt me, but she's still my bestie E is still there, even if things feel different I hate all my friends, then I miss them the next day I don't even know what I'm trying to escape My sister shouldn't lose something because of me I made a way out and it broke something between them I didn't want him choosing me, that's not what I meant I just wanted one friendship to finally end **[Pre-Chorus]** And maybe I'm cruel when I'm scared and exhausted Maybe I'm lost and I don't know how to stop it But underneath all the anger and noise There's still a part of me looking for a choice **[Chorus]** If something happened, I don't think I'd care Not 'cause I wanna leave, I'm just tired of being here Tired of waking up carrying yesterday Tired of feeling like I'm one more thing away If something happened, I'd probably just freeze But there's still a little light underneath me And maybe tonight I don't need to know why Maybe staying is enough for tonight **[Bridge]** I don't need forever I don't need everything fixed I just need tomorrow To be a little less heavy than this And if I lose some people Maybe I'll find my way 'Cause the ones who really love me Won't make me beg them to stay **[Final Chorus]** If something happened, I know what I'd say I'd want one more morning, one more ordinary day One more stupid joke, one more song in my head One more night where I don't have to feel this wrecked So if something happens, let it be that I heal Let it be that someday this doesn't hurt this real I don't know where I'm going, but I'm not done tonight There's still something in me reaching for the light **[Outro]** One in the morning, staring at the ceiling Maybe tomorrow I'll feel something different I don't have to love this life tonight I just have to give tomorrow a chance to arrive.

