Im trying to find something to base my Life upon. Something in this strange world that goes On and on. As the years go bye and time fades away What used to be "good days" are now filled with dismay. Tomorrow comes and than again it goes And my ambition to become something more Grows and grows. Around the corner yet miles away. The life I want gets closer each day. All I've ever wanted was something to live for i don't wanna be this little person anymore, I've been basing my life off what people think,off my piercings and ink. I wish I could go back and redo everything everytime an eye would blink. I've fought to become who I am and who I want to be . I have to remind myself that one day I will be free. Free from the rules I followed as a child,when everything was a game , and life was mild. Now times have changed and nothing is fair and most times it seems like nobody f y really cares it's like no one pays attention to what I feel is best for me .and what I think about the way some things should be. I understand now I'm on my own and I know alot of what I can do will never be known all the time I think about everything I can't say, what I've kept in. And by doing this ,my thoughts only get more complicated and deepen. Soon i hope to find out who I am and what I'm meant to become, I want to know where I'm going, I don't need to be reminded of where I came from


