[Verse 1] Cut the crusts Skip the bread Say I'm "full" Go to bed Count the bites instead of sheep Scroll through pictures Never sleep [Chorus] I don't wanna live by numbers I don't wanna dream of food Tired of turning every dinner Into proof that I don't fail I don't wanna fight my body Every minute of the day I just wanna eat a little And not be so afraid [Verse 2] Friends say "wow You look so small" Take the praise Dodge the call Bathroom mirror Apple slice Half a sip Family asking "are you fine?" Change the subject every time [Chorus] I don't wanna live by numbers I don't wanna dream of food Tired of turning every dinner Into proof that I don't fail I don't wanna fight my body Every minute of the day I just wanna eat a little And not be so afraid [Bridge] It's not "just eat" It's not that easy There's a voice in me That doesn't believe me But I'm learning to stay [Chorus] I don't wanna live by numbers I don't wanna dream of food Tired of turning every dinner Into proof that I don't fail I don't wanna fight my body Every minute of the day I just wanna eat a little And not be so afraid I just wanna eat a little And choose to stay today
