[PART 8 – “Beautiful Disaster” CONTINUATION] (Intro) Yeah… I don’t even fight it like I used to I just feel it, let it move through (Verse 1) Some nights I still stare at my phone Like it’s gon’ fix what I already know But silence answers every time Reminds me what I left behind I been down roads I can’t erase Seen my own pain in my own face No mask, no filter, no disguise Just truth I had to recognize People talk like they know my mind But they only see the surface line They don’t see what it cost to stand Or how I rebuilt this broken man (Hook) Still a beautiful disaster, I remain Learning how to dance inside the pain Every tear turned into gain I don’t run from the rain Still a beautiful disaster, I survive Even when I don’t feel alive I find a way to stay in the light Even when it’s not bright (Verse 2) I stopped chasing what won’t stay Some things leave, that’s okay I used to beg, I used to fall Now I just watch it all I got tired of empty words Tired of promises that never work So I built peace in my own space No more running from a hollow place Now I don’t need validation I found strength in isolation Funny how pain can teach you more Than anything you were searching for (Bridge) And if I break, I rebuild again That’s been my story since who knows when I don’t lose me in the end I just bend, I don’t end (Verse 3) I’m still learning how to be free From everything that used to be me But I’m closer than I’ve ever been To peace within my skin So I don’t fear what’s next anymore I’ve already survived the war And if it comes back once more I know what I’m fighting for (Outro Hook) Beautiful disaster, I stand alone But I finally feel like I’m my own Every broken part turned to stone Now I’ve grown
