[Intro talk box grimey] Yeah… Bass knockin’, trunk sound like a heartbeat dyin’ City lights flicker like they know I’m lyin’ They cheer when I walk in, yeah I play that part— But it’s dark as fuck underneath all that spark… [Verse 1 grimey confident ] Slide through late, eyes low, jaw tight Three days gone, still wired from the last night Chain hang heavy, but my chest feel hollow Every sip hit hard, still chasin’ that swallow Laugh loud, talk slick, I’m the man in the room But inside I’m a mess, like a storm ‘bout to boom Shorty grind on me, say I’m feelin’ like sin But she don’t see the devil really livin’ within Bathroom stall, sniff lines off a cracked phone screen Lookin’ at my face like “who the fuck you been?” Nose runnin’, heart racin’, pupils blown wide Tell myself “one more,” yeah, that’s always the lie Back out, act cool, like I’m smooth with it Whole crowd bounce when I move with it But every step feel like I’m losin’ grip One bad thought and I’m losin’ it [Hook smooth deep voice] Life of the party, yeah I’m wild as shit Got the whole room lit, I’m the loudest in it Shots go up, everybody scream my name But I’m drownin’ in the noise, tryin’ to numb this pain Life of the party, but I’m cracked inside Smilin’ for the crowd while my soul get fried Lights flash bright, but it’s all a disguise I’m a ghost in the room with a body that lies [Verse 2 confident dark] DJ spin slow, bass drag through the floor Feel it in my chest like I’m beggin’ for more Palm full of pills, don’t even count ‘em Just throw ‘em back quick, let the chaos surround ‘em Voices in my head get loud when the music drop low Sayin’ “you a fraud, they don’t fuck with you, bro” I shake it off quick, take another damn hit Now I’m talkin’ too fast, on some manic ass shit Homie grab my arm like “you good? you straight?” I snap back quick like “man get the fuck out my face” Ain’t nobody know how close I’m to break One wrong move and I’ma shatter this place Shorty in my ear say she love my vibe But I see through that shit, it’s a temporary high Everybody here just feedin’ off the flame Ain’t nobody stay when it rain on my name [Hook smooth deep voice] Life of the party, yeah I’m wild as shit Got the whole room lit, I’m the loudest in it Shots go up, everybody scream my name But I’m drownin’ in the noise, tryin’ to numb this pain Life of the party, but I’m cracked inside Smilin’ for the crowd while my soul get fried Lights flash bright, but it’s all a disguise I’m a ghost in the room with a body that lies [Bridge] Step outside, cold air hit my lungs Still can’t breathe, feel the damage I done City still buzzin’, but I’m hearin’ things Paranoid thoughts with invisible strings Hands still shakin’, vision goin’ dim Tryna stand tall but my knees might give I look at the sky like “is this my end?” Then I light one up and go back in again [Verse 3 darkest aggressive] Party wind down, now it’s just a few left Empty ass bottles and a whole lotta stress... I’m slumped on the couch, can’t feel my face Heart beat weird, like it lost its pace... Phone light glow, missed calls stackin’ People that care, but I keep on lackin’... I don’t hit ‘em back, I just stare at the screen Too far gone to be who I used to be... Now it’s dead quiet when I walk out the door No applause, no crowd, no love no more... Just me and the echo of the shit I became Life of the party… yeah remember the name [Outro] Yeah… They love you when you lit… When you crash, they dip… Life of the party… Till you ain’t worth shit…
