[Intro] (Yeah, yeah, yeah) (Take control, it always takes control now, yeah) (Yeah, yeah, look, hey) [Verse 1] [Female Rapper] Trust me, you don't want to know me You're better off leaving me alone I'm better off cutting off my phone How I'm 'bout to explain this to my homies? That I'm ready to blow out my dome Yeah, I'm selfish and I already know But I've been treated like a motherfucking joke Man, they lucky that I even left a note Just know I'm writing this, I'm gripping on the chrome I'm sorry Ma, but I ain't coming home I'm sorry Ma, that I even wrote this song And I'm sorry that I'm not as strong as you need me to be I can't be who you need me to be I can't be who I see in my dreams This the reason why everyone leaves 'Cause I am not okay [Chorus] [vocals become strained and shouted, heavy 808 distortion] I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I am not okay (I'm not okay) I am not okay, I'm not okay I am not okay, I'm not okay I am not okay! I'm not okay!(I'm not) Fuck, I am not okay! I'm not okay! (yeah) I am not okay! I'm not okay! I am not okay! I'm not okay! [Bridge] How long should I scream for you to hear? (For you) You told me that you'd stay, but you're not there All that love was fake, and now it's clear So let me blow my brains, it's torture here Welcome to my nightmares, yeah You were standing right there for nine years Then you went and you switched up with your family Had to bury my bloodline, I can't stand you Understand me 'cause I need that, hey [Verse 2] [Female Rapper] Dad's been sick for years, where you be at? Left a whole family, can't believe that How you raise a kid we can't see her? Life is too short, you can't see it Shit we went through, you ain't feel it I know real love is not real here I am grown up now, I do not know you I've been through too much, I don't owe you A goddamn thing, nah, not an explanation toward you Why the fuck I go through these things? I just don't want to feel the pain My family don't talk and my friends in the grave My dad's not good and I'm not sane How the fuck do I make this all go away? I'm caught up in my brain, I'm caught up in these things I don't even mean to think Fuck every hoe that left my heart on drain, yeah I'm not okay, just believe me when I say that [Chorus] I'm not okay (I'm not okay)([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay (I'm not okay)([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay, I'm not okay([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay, I'm not okay([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay!([Male] And that's okay) Fuck, I am not okay! I'm not okay!([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay! ([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay! ([Male] And thats okay) [Verse 3] [Male Rapper] Hey saik, you ain't gotta do that You got too much to lose, I can prove that You got too many people that is right here by your side You don't really want to die, I can hear it when you cry out (yeah) You searching for an answer that you can't find now You stuck up in your head, you just need some time out It's hard to see the light when you in them dark clouds But you dying to live, you just don't know how I am no stranger to demons I'm not alone in my mind I wouldn't be here if I didn't love you, I swear it gets better with time Fuck all those people that hurt you, the ones that desert you and left you to bleed They never had good intentions, so you shouldn't question your worth, no you do not need em You're stuck in this darkness and screaming for freedom I swear that I hear you, please don't give up now Please keep on fighting, I know it gets hopeless You are not alone, I just hope that you know this I know that this world is the coldest I know that you hurt and you tired And if you can't fight, know that I'm gonna fight for you I'm selfish, I need you alive I'm not prepared for goodbyes So Please do not leave me alone I swear I need you in my life Please Saik, just put down the chrome I remember two years ago I was in the same position And you the one that helped me when I couldn't see the vision So I'm here to let you know that I'm never letting go We gonna get them better days, just don't give up on the road Suicidal thoughts just a trick from the devil He don't want to face you 'cause he not up on your level So he use your thoughts to try to take you out He's a coward and he knows you got the strength to beat him down Don't give up, don't back down Speak your truth, scream it loud It's okay to not be okay sometimes When the rain is over, promise you gonna see the sunshine [Chorus] I'm not okay (I'm not okay)([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay (I'm not okay)([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay, I'm not okay([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay, I'm not okay([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay!([Male] And that's okay) Fuck, I am not okay! I'm not okay!([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay! ([Male] And that's okay) I am not okay! I'm not okay! ([Male] And thats okay)
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