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Adamantium Soul

wind blowing, metal claws slowly unsheathing, distant thunder) You know what hurts the most? Not the scars. Not the wars. It’s surviving long enough To remember all of it. ⸻ [Hook] Adamantium soul Heavy as stone Everybody see the claws Nobody see the wounds below Animal rage fighting human control Trying not to lose the last piece of my soul Cause healing don’t mean pain disappears It just means I survive long enough to feel it more ⸻ [Verse 1] I got ghosts riding shotgun everywhere I roam Memories follow me like cigarette smoke Lost too many people to count correctly Now attachment itself feel dangerous emotionally I walk like a weapon Talk like a man tired Heart full of grief and survival wired People think rage make somebody fearless Truth is rage usually born from fear first And I know what the beast inside capable of That’s why isolation became a form of love Cause I’d rather disappear than lose control And let darkness touch the people close I done seen war Done seen evil Done seen good men become lethal Done seen pain turn human beings cold Till morality itself start feeling unstable ⸻ [Hook] Adamantium soul Heavy as stone Everybody see the claws Nobody see the wounds below Animal rage fighting human control Trying not to lose the last piece of my soul Cause healing don’t mean pain disappears It just means I survive long enough to feel it more ⸻ [Verse 2] Healing factor slowed but the memories didn’t Body recover faster than the spirit living in it Every scar got a story attached Every loss still echo when the night get black I got anger in my bloodstream naturally But love still buried underneath the tragedy That’s the war nobody understands Trying to stay gentle with blood on your hands Sometimes I feel more beast than human Teeth clenched while my thoughts keep moving Trying not to snap when life push hard Trying not to let survival erase my heart And deep down I still wanna believe A broken man can know peace That maybe redemption ain’t too far gone Even for somebody built from grief ⸻ [Bridge] (stripped guitar, quieter vocal) Logan… How many times you gonna keep getting back up? (long pause) As many times as the people I love still need me breathing. ⸻ [Verse 3] I ain’t fighting cause I love violence I’m fighting cause I know what silence creates Predators thrive when protectors tired So I keep standing at the gate Even exhausted Even fractured Even carrying decades of damage Cause morality matter more when rage involved That’s what separates men from savage Yeah I got claws But I also got restraint That’s the hardest battle honestly Not becoming what pain became And maybe that’s the curse of Logan Feeling everything too deeply Healing physically while emotionally Every wound still cut completely But if I gotta bleed to protect my people Then let the storm come through Cause I’d rather die preserving my soul Than survive becoming cruel ⸻ [Epic Ending] (choir rises, claws slash, thunder erupts) I am not the weapon they made me into. I am the man Who survived it. (drums explode) And every scar on my body Every broken bone Every ounce of rage Reminds me Why I still choose Not to become a monster. (claws retract slowly) ⸻ [Outro] (wind fading, footsteps walking away) Healing hurts too. Nobody talks about that part.