# Whatever you read into it - that must be what it's about ## Vocals: Personal Voice Model ## Lyrics @officialgraph1ks You said i was the best you ever had The best Said it with your smile Said it like a lover But i wore it like a badge of honor Yeah i did You said it's gonna last That it's never gonna change But you always had that special talent To put a curse on everything you think To jinx everything you think is perfect You always did I never wanted to hurt you Never You just wanted something for yourself I never wanted to hurt you I just wanted something for myself To make me feel like we used to Like we used to To feel good To feel real To feel something beautiful But i hurt you I hurt you I hurt you i hurt you I was just trying to save you Trying to save you from myself You said i make you feel Like i never deserved you When i met her i was broken She gave me all i was missing When i was alone with you Alone with you Tried to fix us Tried to project on us What i had with her That you're the one i really wanted Guess i like the way it hurts Guess i deserve it I wanted to hurt you I did You just wanted something for yourself I wanted to hurt you You never really cared about myself She makes me feel like we used to Feel good Feel real Feel beautiful I hurt you You hurt me I hurt you You hurt me I hurt you I was just trying to save me Was trying to save you from myself Save you from myself