Verse 1 I used to be warm—remember her? Easy smile, swallowed slurs Played nice, stayed small, took the blame Let wolves teach me the rules of the game You called it love, I called it hell Funny how you hate who survived it well Now you flinch when I don’t explain When I don’t bleed just to ease your shame Pre-Chorus You say I changed like that’s an insult I say you broke me, then watched me evolve Chorus So yeah, I’m mean now—what the fuck did you expect? You sharpen knives, then cry when I grow a neck Call me cold-hearted, bitter, a bitch—say it proud I learned from the best while you ran your mouth You don’t like the mirror when it talks back Don’t miss the old me—you lost access This spine, this fire, this kill-switch tone? Congrats—you built this bitch on your own Verse 2 You loved me best when I was confused When I apologized for shit you’d do Gaslit grace into self-doubt art Played victim with a guilty heart Now I don’t flinch, don’t over-explain Don’t chase closure, don’t crave your name And suddenly I’m “hard to love” Funny—I just stopped being dumb Pre-Chorus You fed on guilt like oxygen Now you’re choking on my indifference Chorus So yeah, I’m mean now—what the fuck did you expect? You sharpen knives, then cry when I grow a neck Call me cold-hearted, bitter, a bitch—say it proud I learned from the best while you ran your mouth You don’t like the mirror when it talks back Don’t miss the old me—you lost access This spine, this fire, this kill-switch tone? Congrats—you built this bitch on your own Breakdown (spit it) I’m not angry—I’m precise I’m not cruel—I’m done being nice You confuse silence with defeat I just don’t feed things that try to eat me Bridge (sarcastic venom) Oh, you miss my empathy? Funny—you killed it repeatedly You call it “growth” when it’s you But when I do it, I’m “unrecognizable” too Final Chorus Yeah, I’m colder now, and it suits me fine Ice where your guilt used to live rent-free in my mind I don’t owe forgiveness, peace, or grace I owe myself space you’ll never take So tell the story where I’m the bitch Leave out the parts where you lit the wick I didn’t snap—I was forged and shown You didn’t lose me You outgrew the version you could own Outro I hope it hurts when you say my name Hope it tastes like consequence and flame I’m not the girl you could twist and loan I’m the scar you earned— And I’m gone.
