Tonight (SADBOi Reimagine) | Zephyra

Flicker of a screen, it’s 2 AM Typed out a sentence, deleted it again Phone face down, can't scroll too long I keep pretending I can wait this out alone The room keeps breathing through the vents I count the stains above my bed My hands keep shaking when I reach For someone who might not check in on me It’s heavy, but I’m still here Barely stitched into the atmosphere I don’t need saving like a movie I just need someone, another path to see Tonight (I’m back in the deep end again) Tonight (I could really, really use a hand) Tonight (Don’t let the silence decide for me) Tonight (Don’t let the silence decide for me) Tonight Tonight Tonight Don’t let the silence decide for me Don’t let the silence decide for me Tonight Tonight Ceiling stains look like open space Every corner knows I’m out of place Kitchen light hums like a warning sign I keep walking circles through my own mind There’s a jacket on the bedroom floor Been there since the week before I swear I’ll move it eventually If I can move myself at all It’s heavy, but I’m still here One more breath, get through the fear I don’t need perfect words from you. Just say my name like I’m not gone yet Tonight (I’m back in the deep end again) Tonight (I could really, really use a hand) Tonight (Don’t let the silence decide for me) Tonight (Don’t let the silence decide) Tonight It’s not the pain that scares me most It’s how quiet people get when I need them close I don’t know how to say I’m not okay Without sounding like a burden in their way If I found the nerve to call Would you pick up at all? I’m not asking you to fix my life Just stay awake with me tonight I hate how small I feel When the walls start leaning in I hate how loud it gets When nobody hears a thing I can't ask you to fix me I'm not asking for a cure I just need one voice on the other end To tell me I'm worth staying for 🎵 Tonight (I’m back in the deep end again) Tonight (I could really, really use a hand) Tonight (Don’t let the silence decide for me) Tonight Tonight Tonight Tonight Don’t let the silence decide for me Decide for me Just say my name like I’m not gone yet 🎵 (Tonight) Just stay awake with me Tonight