[Intro] Yeah I miss you bro [Verse 1] I was young, I was reckless, I moved too fast Never thought for a second that night was your last One wrong choice, one fatal mistake Now I'm living with a loss that I can't escape I see your face when I close my eyes Still asking myself why oh why If I knew back then what I know right now I'd have turned around, I'd have slowed it down I would've made that call, I would've stayed that night I would've done anything just to make it right But time don't reverse and the past don't change You can scream at the sky but it stays the same [Hook] I can't go back, I can't change the past Can't bring you home, can't make it last I carry the pain, I carry the blame I'm asking you God can you carry these chains I can't go back, so I face what's ahead I can't let the darkness live in my head You showed love when I couldn't forgive So I'll honour your memory with the life that I live [Verse 2] I still hear the gunfire when I close my eyes That ringing in my ears, couldn't hear the cries Smoke in the air, heart beating out my chest Then I looked down and I saw you there, motionless Wet concrete underneath your [cut] back Street lights flashing while my mind went [cut] black I heard the screaming but I couldn't move Couldn't understand what I'd just watched you go through My baby brother, you were supposed to come home Now I'm standing in the rain and I'm standing on my own I was supposed to protect you, supposed to keep you safe But my decisions put you in that place I held you close but I knew something changed Calling your name while I shook with pain I wanted to wake up, wanted it all erased But every time I blinked I could still see your face [Bridge] Brother, I'm sorry I'm so sorry but I have to let go [Final Hook] I can't go back, I can't change the past Can't bring you home, can't make it last I carry the pain, I carry the blame I'm asking you God can you carry these chains I can't go back, so I face what's ahead Won't let the darkness live in my head You showed love when I couldn't forgive So I'll honour your memory with the life that I live [Outro] No way back No way back I remember the past But I won't live in that You forgave me So I'll keep moving For you For God For the life I've got left [MUSIC FADES]
