[Intro] Yeah… yeah… I been talkin’ to myself again, like [Verse 1] Windows cracked, rain on the vinyl Life feel stuck, stuck on a spiral Shadows on the wall, stretchin’ like idols All my old friends turned into rivals I ain’t even mad, just confused by the cycle Dreams taste sweet, then they rot, then they bite you Smile on my face, but my hands still fight through Truth in my chest that the world won’t write to [Chorus] I don’t wanna wake up if the sky still gray I don’t wanna talk if the words decay I don’t wanna smile if it’s all just fake But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day I don’t wanna bleed for a love misplaced I don’t wanna drown in a thought I chase I don’t wanna pray when the light don’t stay But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day [Verse 2] Cartoon colors in my head get violent Laugh too loud just to cover the silence Walkin’ through the dark like a child defiant Lookin’ for a spark but the world ain’t vibrant Notes on the floor, unread, just dyin’ Calls on my phone, no names, just quiet If I spill truth, will it sound like lyin’? If I find God, will He stop me tryin’? [Bridge – Spoken] Maybe I’m a ghost in a borrowed skin Maybe I’m the start and the end again Maybe I’m the storm in a violin Or maybe I’m just nothin’, just nothin’, yeah [Verse 3] Kids play ball where the sirens sing Hope tied tight with a fragile string Love burn quick like a match in spring And the fire don’t care who it’s swallowing I got words but they cut my tongue I got dreams but they weigh a ton I got fear where my blood should run And a voice that won’t let me be done [Chorus] I don’t wanna wake up if the sky still gray I don’t wanna talk if the words decay I don’t wanna smile if it’s all just fake But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day I don’t wanna bleed for a love misplaced I don’t wanna drown in a thought I chase I don’t wanna pray when the light don’t stay But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day [Outro] I don’t wanna wake up if the sky still gray I don’t wanna talk if the words decay I don’t wanna smile if it’s all just fake But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day I don’t wanna bleed for a love misplaced I don’t wanna drown in a thought I chase I don’t wanna pray when the light don’t stay But I do it every day, yeah, I do it every day Every day… Every day… But I do it every day
