the world doesn't have to end

Loving hearts In spirit if not In name I'm losing Every part I liked about you Every single part I hate how it felt better when you were worse That all those motives resurfaced To someone worse I wish you’d remember How all this shit works You never work out another second and think this is the first I think it's better If I left So we wouldn't scream To no avail A thousand questions burning through my head And im afraid that if I say it I'll be the only one left How can you drop all your motives And speak ill of broken homes You ruin lives And you can't ever get that through You say you're feeling better So why is around you worse Are you lying for Health That's not how this works I used to call you friend And never wavered even a second Can you imagine believing every word Only for you to lie and make this worse We always told the truth Even if it hurt Cause the truth hurts less if we are together Cause this won't fucking work (I would've never doubted you not even a second And all the choices that you made If I'm all alone in a land of misery And it's a painting you made for me I want to appreciate the stroke of the brush Only if you tell me How many people do you have to break To find a piece of yourself That never got away How do you sit inside the pain Cause if it's others you hurt I guess that makes this all okay I used to know you I was proud of you I used to hold you And tell you shit would get better not worse NOW I AM THE ONE ON MY KNEES AND NOT A SHRED OF SYMPATHY MY VOICE IS GOING UNDERWATER AND YOU CAN SEE IT SINK I WOULD HOPE YOU REACH OUT BEFORE THE BUBBLES END AND ONCE AGAIN WE COULD PRETEND WE COULD PRETEND THE WORLD DOESN'T HAVE TO END (THE WORLD DOESN'T HAVE TO END) (THE WORLD DOESN'T HAVE TO END) (THE WORLD DOESN'T HAVE TO END) the world doesn't have to end