存在があいまいなきみは 鏡のふちがぼやけてる きみの輪郭ノイズに溶ける あの日の教室、隅っこで 小さな敵を飼い始めた 足元を蝕むシロアリの音 それがきみの拠り所 見て見ぬふりおまじない 存在があいまいなきみは 他人の音でできている 透明な膜を破れぬまま また夜が来る 眩しすぎるあの光 目を閉じれば楽になる 侵食される心地よさ 守ってるつもりで食い尽くされて 本当の声はどこにあるの ノイズに消えたSOS わかってるんだ 存在があいまいなきみは 他人の声でできている 心の形も忘れたまま ただ息をする あいまいじゃなくなるのが ただ怖かったんだろう 輪郭が戻るのが 存在があいまいなきみへ 大丈夫なんて言わないけど あいまいでもいいから 自分の声で名を呼んでみて ☁️☁️☁️ "You, with your ambiguous existence" You, with your ambiguous existence The mirror's edge is blurring Your outline dissolves into the noise In that classroom corner, back then Began to raise a tiny enemy The sound of termites, eroding the ground below That is your only foothold Pretending not to see, a magic spell You, with your ambiguous existence You're made of someone else's colors Unable to break the transparent film The night comes again That light is far too blinding It's easier if I just close my eyes The comfort of being eroded Thought I was protecting it, but I’m being devoured Where is my real voice? An SOS, lost in the noise I already know You, with your ambiguous existence You're made of someone else's voice Having forgotten the shape of your heart Just breathing You were just scared Of not being "ambiguous" Of your outline returning To you, with your ambiguous existence I won't say "it's alright" It's okay to be ambiguous, but Try calling your name in your own voice
