I keep waiting for the feeling I want my interior weather custom made for my conspiracy theories about how I don’t like the instrumentalist world but the affective fervor of free association lends toward metabolic instability I’m trying to hold on to our last November Coats off the weather is going hotter in my mind Reminds me of the time when you burned your hair and you said you wanted me back and you said I didn’t know how to treat you right but I’m wrong never mind I’m just holding back the time squared apocalypse let me feel better with your lips eclipse my heart and break it, into shadowed darkness I love the way you marked us oooh~ Marked Mortal Merry weather Merry roads we twist together More so Marry men we parked across the access road While you accessed our abode I was caught up by the load I’m loading up I’m loading Still loading Are you still there [feedback rings out before amp is shut off] (Yeah man that was tight, but I think the mic wasn’t recording! WHAT?! hahahaha I’m just kidding man) WHAT?! hahahaha I’ m just kidding man) [section A] Run me over better, I’m settling down I’m scared of it now, I’m scared of the how Trying, wasting, spending scars Wonder who we fucking are going out for nothing Or running out of money and getting to feel something [ section V] I need to keep me. So I have to go. Even though leaving is also destroying me. Even though I’m going to count the days and shake awake thinking about your hands. Even though I’ll want to call you and I know I can’t because if you answered, I’d come back and we’d start this again. This isn’t clean. This isn’t even okay, it’s just the cost of living now that we’ve touched each others lives I didn’t close the door. I left it unlocked. I left the light on. You closed it. And then closed it again. And again. I didn’t close the door. I left it unlocked. I left the light on. You closed it. And then closed it again. And again. I didn’t close the door. I left it unlocked. I left the light on. You closed it. And then closed it again. And again.