Even My Madness Is In Love With You

[Intro – dark atmospheric guitar, slow heartbeat drums] I tried to silence the noise. Tried to bury the storm. Tried to separate the chaos from the man underneath. But there was one thing the madness never forgot... You. [Verse 1 – gritty rap] I got a mind full of thunder A heart full of scars A thousand little battles That followed me this far I built walls out of fear Put armor over pain Sometimes I became the storm Instead of running from the rain I know I wasn't easy I know I wasn't always right I know there were moments I brought darkness into the light But underneath the anger Underneath the fight There was a piece of me still reaching For you every night The world saw the chaos The damage and the noise But you saw something deeper Beyond the broken voice [Pre-Chorus – melodic] If you could hear my thoughts When the world gets quiet You would hear your name Inside every riot [Chorus – powerful] Even my madness is in love with you Even my chaos still runs to you When my mind becomes a battlefield You're the one thing that still feels true Even my shadows know your light Even my demons know your eyes Through every storm I ever knew Even my madness is in love with you [Verse 2 – faster rap] I don't want to romanticize the damage Or pretend the pain was okay I know love needs more than feelings Love is what you choose every day So I'm learning my silence I'm learning my pride I'm learning the difference Between holding on and standing beside Because loving you isn't just emotion It's changing the things that hurt It's looking at my reflection And putting in the work You weren't meant to fix me You weren't meant to save my soul You were the person beside me While I learned how to become whole [Bridge – heavy emotional build] My madness has screamed. My madness has fallen. My madness has carried me through places I never wanted to go. But even there... In the darkest room inside my mind... Your name was written on the walls. [Breakdown] I am not my worst day. I am not my biggest mistake. I am not the storm that passed through. I am the man who chooses what he does after the storm. And I choose love. I choose growth. I choose you. [Final Chorus] Even my madness is in love with you Even my broken pieces still reach for you I can't change every chapter I can't erase what we've been through But I can become someone new Someone who knows what love can do And if my heart has one truth... Even my madness is in love with you. [Outro] The world may see the chaos. But my heart knows the answer. Through every version of me... It was always you.