[Verse 1] we scheduled had honeymoon I forgot I scheduled my self to work open to close 7 days a week you were so mad at me because i forgot are honeymoon you wrote songs about it you where so angry that u never spoke to me again my dad died then my 28 yr old baby brother then my sister died, she was 28 also then both my children were arrested on same day my world was falling apart [Pre-Chorus] I had a breakdown because it was to much it took me a long time to recover from all the trauma I had no one in my corner no one to lean on you knew about my 5 royalties that i could t remember info [Chorus] I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember the whole time it was you the whole time I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember [Verse 2] one of the song's was yours you spent it like none of it was ming when I was telling you about everything in 2018 u pretended we just met so all this time it was you the whole time till now attacking me because u do what u done I was your wife once u didn't even bother to help me with my money u kept that hurts the most you could have told me it would been easier to swallow instead hid from me [Pre-Chorus] and spent on other women while I couldn't afford to eat and bullying me on line and u say you love me destroy me over a miss understanding I wish I didn't remember [Chorus] I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember the whole time it was you the whole time I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember [Bridge] all this pain and no one to hold me all that loss and still you knew me I was drowning and you looked away now every answer comes too late [Final Chorus] I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember the whole time it was you the whole time I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember I wish I didn't remember