“Don’t play with my heart... don’t play with my heart...” Love or hate, love or hate, Tell me, tell me, what’s the fucking difference? Love or hate, love or hate, You said forever, then you moved so different. Love or hate, love or hate, Kiss me like you mean it, then you leave me in the distance. Love or hate, love or hate, If it all feels like pain, what’s the fucking difference? I was the girl that would ride through the storm, Put your cold hands inside of my warm. Made excuses when you did me wrong, Turned my tears into love songs. You said forever with your hand on my waist, Then you disappeared like smoke in my face. Now I’m up at four, looking pretty in pain, Tryna wash your fingerprints out of my brain. You had your hands on my waist, lips on my neck, Said nobody could replace me, then you gave me disrespect. I was giving you my heart, you were giving me a test, Now I’m choking on the words that I never got to text. Every “I love you” still lives in my room, Every memory smells like smoke and perfume. I still hear your voice when I’m trying to sleep, That’s the kind of hurt that cuts you deep. Love or hate, love or hate, Tell me, tell me, what’s the fucking difference? Love or hate, love or hate, You said forever, then you move so different. Love or hate, love or hate, Kiss me like you mean it, then you leave me in the distance. Love or hate, love or hate, If it all feels like pain, what’s the fucking difference? [BEAT SWITCH — CHIRP SCRATCH / HEAVIER SLIDING 808S] [FEMALE VOCAL CHOP: “What-what-what’s the difference?”] [AD-LIBS: “Tell me… tell me…”] You had me double-texting like I lost my mind, Checking every little follow, reading every sign. You were outside playing games while I was stuck inside, Trying to find the version of me that you left behind. You held my heart like a loaded gun, Smiled in my face while you blocked my sun. But I’m done being soft for a liar, You turned my tears into a whole damn fire. If you hear this song when the lights go low, Just know I loved you—but I let you go. Fuck your apologies, fuck your “I miss you,” Fuck the nights you made me feel like I had issues. You wanted a bad bitch... You got one. Now watch me become somebody you can’t touch. I don’t even know if I miss you or the high, You made chaos feel like home, now I hate the quiet. If I call your phone tonight, would I lose my pride? Or would I finally hear the truth you always hide? Love or hate, love or hate, Tell me, tell me, what’s the fucking difference? Love or hate, love or hate, You say forever, then you move so different. Love or hate, love or hate, Kiss me like you mean it, then you leave me in the distance. Love or hate, love or hate, If it all feels like pain, what’s the fucking difference? You were my heaven with a loaded gun, A pretty lie that I couldn’t outrun. Now every time you try to say my name, I hope it burns when it leaves your tongue. Love or hate, love or hate, Tell me, tell me, what’s the fucking difference? Love or hate, love or hate, You say forever, then you move so different. Love or hate, love or hate, I don’t want your kisses, I don’t need forgiveness. Love or hate, love or hate, You lost the realest—what’s the fucking difference? Don’t play with my heart... don’t play with my heart.
