Will

I'm going in and out of every shape because of these kids Vagus nerves don't know who I am Memory corruption, making my body feel every scan I've done everything before I can If I caught up with myself this would be different then BUT I WILL And when the walls are closing in If I am feeling too big for information I can Breathe This is not my shame Breathe I am not to blame Breathe I am strong and again I will Breathe I will not be made to believe I'm dead or asleep I will get up and Breathe I will I will I am willingness to do what I will Overwhelming steps Overthinking my pace I can see every corner of how to form the space I've shifted islands back into place Yet I'm stuck it seems Stuck thinking about it I will get up,I will stand and prove to myself I move If I'm dissociated then I'll be the room I'm the air that moves The things that can That's who I am I WILL I am will I'm no furniture I won't hibernate The cold can't keep me still again And when it feels like they can stay still I'm willingness to get up again And when the walls are closing in If I am feeling too big for information I can Breathe This is not my shame Breathe I am not to blame Breathe I am strong and again I will Breathe I will not be made to believe I'm dead or asleep I will get up and Breathe I will I am willingness I will Get up and Breathe I'm not atrophy or zombie I'm not inanimate things I've got a body that loves me And it needs me to Breathe Every piece of what's in here needs to join with me We will I will We will If I am feeling too big for information I can Breathe This is not my shame Breathe I am not to blame Breathe I am strong and again I will Breathe I will not be made to believe I'm dead or asleep I will get up and Breathe I'm not moving until I will And I will I am willingness I will We will I am will