Love is like a punishment Love is like a prize My world crumbles when you get distant Your love’s the curse I idolize You make me want to cry and scream Both in anger and in bliss Your touch ignites the devil’s dream You drag me into the abyss ⸻ [Chorus] I love you, I’m in love with you You’re the love of my life My every feeling is controlled by the look on your face I can’t breathe without you I can’t sleep without you I wait for you, I watch for you, I exist for you. ⸻ [Verse 2] When you are angry, I am sad When you are joyous, I feel so glad When you retreat into yourself, I get lost searching for where you went I’ve pleaded to Gods that never hear, their mercy long was spent I’ve begged them for guidance and for direction I’ve begged them for our reconnection But my pleas always fall on deaf ears And I cry out your name through bitter tears I wish so badly for the good times to stay I banish the pain, agony and torment You drag my light where shadows play And damn me slow with sweet intent On your knees, please me and obey My name escapes your lips—repent ⸻ [Chorus] I love you, I’m in love with you You’re the love of my life My every feeling is controlled by the look on your face I can’t breathe without you I can’t sleep without you I wait for you, I watch for you, I exist for you. ⸻ [Verse 3] I wish we would be just like Morticia and Gomez everyday, But some days we’re more like Courtney and Kurt We self-destruct in Luscious dismay. Please worship me, my sweet pervert. To live without you, only that would be torture A day alone only that would be death You swore your heart, your soul, your everything, But often make it hard to catch my breath. And somehow I crave the pain your love is offering ⸻ [Bridge] And that’s because… I love you, I’m in love with you You’re the love of my life My every feeling is controlled by the look on your face I can’t breathe without you I can’t sleep without you I wait for you, I watch for you, I exist for you. ⸻ [Verse 4 – The Breakdown Waltz] So if you ever try to leave, I’ll haunt your every day, I’ll tie your ghost up in my ribs so you can’t drift away. I’ll dance upon your shadow’s grave and hum our wedding tune, If I can’t have you, darling love—then no one will, not soon. Ha ha ha ha, I’ll love you til death, that’s the only way, The only way to get out of this. Please give me all sweet and passionate kiss, Because… ⸻ [Final Chorus / Outro] I love you, I’m in love with you You’re the love of my life My every feeling is controlled by the look on your face I can’t breathe without you I can’t sleep without you I wait for you, I watch for you, I exist for you. I would die for you, I would live for you, I would kill for you, I would bleed for you, I do bleed for you, I suffer for you, I stay for you, I endure for you, I survive for you, All because I love you, I’ve loved you since 2009 I’ll love you forever because you’re mine You are mine and I am yours forever and ever and ever We’ll sleep in the same grave together… I love you Ricky. Don’t ever leave me again
