The one who always needs

[Verse I] I don’t wanna drain you I don’t wanna bruise your head I don’t wanna crawl inside your wires And leave you overstimulated I don’t wanna press against your lungs Until you forget how to breathe I don’t wanna become Another mouth you have to feed [Pre-Chorus] So I swallow every question Every wound I couldn’t hide ‘Cause needing something from somebody Feels like violence from inside [Chorus] I need too much, I always need too much I need too much, I always need too much Like a starving heart Chewing through human touch And I hate this hunger living in me Why can’t I ever be complete? If I Bury myself in silence Maybe you could finally sleep [Verse II] There’s something in my chest Scratching at the walls again Something begging to be held With filthy little hands But I can’t ask you for it No, I can’t make you stay Love turns ugly in my mouth When I need it this way [Pre-Chorus II] I’ll make it easier for you I’ll hide beneath my ribs You don’t have to look at me When the hunger starts to speak [Chorus] I need too much, I always need too much I need too much, I always need too much Like a black hole mouth Never satisfied enough And I hate this hunger living in me Why can’t I ever just be still? Without this starving little heartbeat Maybe I could finally heal [Bridge — whispered / breakdown] Don’t look Don’t look at me needing Don’t touch This animal feeling I pull and pull and pull Until everything rips apart Maybe love was never made For a heart this dark Fuck... ... ... ... [Final Chorus] I need too much, I always need too much I need too much, I always need too much So I’ll bury every feeling Before it becomes your burden You don’t have to save me You don’t have to bleed I’ll vanish with the silence Like the one who always needs.