How did I get here Where'd it all go I think I'm losin my grip Can't find a place to hold I'm spinnin out I'm breakin down Tryin to find a way to crawl back out I'm losin it I'm boiling over A mental slip I lost composure I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why I'm done with it It leads to nowhere The anger fits They end as nightmares I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why Why am I stuck in my mind I get myself into these bad situations But the funny thing is I'm the asshole who makes em I had a bad day, paint a target on your back Take a step outta line and it's over that's that I lash out at loved ones and put myself thru shit Then I pick up all the pieces try to make em whole again Yeah I know it's not acceptable it's straight up an excuse But I'm man enough to say it when I'm wrong it's on me dude I'm losin it I'm boiling over A mental slip I lost composure I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why I'm done with it It leads to nowhere The anger fits They end as nightmares I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why Why am I stuck in my mind I get all worked up and rage over nothing Lash out to the masses when I'm violently errupting I don't wanna do it but sometimes I lose control And I fall back into line when all the anger overloads I'm not a bad dude but I got a little shit Broken pieces half repaired so yeah sometimes I may slip Once again I know it's an excuse but this one is legit I'm gonna have to air my mental fore I mess shit up again I'm losin it I'm boiling over A mental slip I lost composure I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why I'm done with it It leads to nowhere The anger fits They end as nightmares I didn't ask for this but now I'm asking why I didn't ask for this But now I'm asking why
