CHORUS Her fam just moved to Colorado Says every day she misses Sacramento You were first love, my first drug Now I'm all alone with this buzz I love you, you love me I know you lie with every kiss you breathe You infect my mind, get under my skin Swore I'd quit, but I'm back again We bond the most when we're mostly high Watching all our promises slowly die Drinking the pain away, next day gone Hungover mornings, wonder what went wrong Wishing I was sober, wishing you'd stay Wishing we could somehow find our way I lie with my lips, you lie with your hips Still chasing the poison on your fingertips VERSE 1 (16 Bars) Looking in the rearview, running from shadows Headlights flicker through abandoned back roads You're so esoteric, impossible to know Cold as December but your smile still glows Can't we just be adults and not be petty? Instead we're throwing knives disguised as confetti Wear your makeup like the movies you adore Play the villain every time you slam the door Who's giggling over risotto downtown? Tweeting from the bathroom while I'm breaking down? You say you're fine but your eyes say different Love got expensive, now we're paying the interest I keep every text that I should've deleted Every red flag that I somehow repeated Trying to outrun what we used to be But every road sign points you back to me CHORUS Her fam just moved to Colorado Says every day she misses Sacramento You were first love, my first drug Now I'm all alone with this buzz I love you, you love me I know you lie with every kiss you breathe You infect my mind, get under my skin Swore I'd quit, but I'm back again We bond the most when we're mostly high Watching all our promises slowly die Drinking the pain away, next day gone Hungover mornings, wonder what went wrong Wishing I was sober, wishing you'd stay Wishing we could somehow find our way I lie with my lips, you lie with your hips Still chasing the poison on your fingertips VERSE 2 (16 Bars) Your ghost rides shotgun when I'm driving alone Every favorite song feels like dialing your phone Ashes in the tray, empty bottle on the sink Too many nights spent afraid to think Friends say move on, find somebody new But nobody wears heartbreak quite like you You made chaos look like paradise Now every memory comes with a price You said forever like it wasn't a loan Then collected your things and left me alone Now I'm counting regrets like they're lottery slips Still tasting your name on my cracked-up lips Maybe we were fire, maybe gasoline Maybe we were exactly what we shouldn't be Still if you called I'd probably fold Some habits die hard, some never grow old CHORUS Her fam just moved to Colorado Says every day she misses Sacramento You were first love, my first drug Now I'm all alone with this buzz I love you, you love me I know you lie with every kiss you breathe You infect my mind, get under my skin Swore I'd quit, but I'm back again We bond the most when we're mostly high Watching all our promises slowly die Drinking the pain away, next day gone Hungover mornings, wonder what went wrong Wishing I was sober, wishing you'd stay Wishing we could somehow find our way I lie with my lips, you lie with your hips Still chasing the poison on your fingertips BRIDGE (8 Bars) Sacramento sunsets, Colorado snow Funny how the distance only helps you grow I'm still standing where you left me last Trying to build a future from a broken past You were first love, you were first pain First hit of sunshine, first taste of rain If this is goodbye then let it be true Just leave me a memory that don't look like you OUTRO CHORUS Her fam just moved to Colorado Says every day she misses Sacramento You were first love, my first drug Guess some habits never give up I love you, you love me Or maybe that's just what it seemed Wishing I was sober, wishing you'd stay But some people were born to drift away
