Forgetting (MoniqueMix)

[Intro atmospheric sound design] [Dark atmospheric improvisation] [Close-mic intimate female vocal] [spoken words, fragile close mic] J'eusse préféré mourir plutôt que d'exister sans tendresse [short breath] I tell myself I love him no more... I close my eyes but he's still there... I say his name then let it fade... I lose my way and find him there... [soft pause] love is so short... and forgetting is so long... [atmospheric build] [slowly widening stereo field] I tell myself that I have moved on... but every night still feels so long... I thought my heart had found its way... but love comes back in yesterday... [whispered] love is so short... forgetting... is so long... [long atmospheric pause] I love him... no more... [whispered] maybe... maybe I do... [Outro atmospheric] [voice dissolving into reverb] love is so short... forgetting is so long... mmmm... mmmm... [END]