[Verse 1] Hopped that flight Passport in my teeth Cheap gin in my veins Name tagged “pig boss” on the seat Seahorse party Plastic crown on my head Miami boys on the dock All salt All spit All thread Dark room in Lisbon Berlin in the back of my mind EU nights going black ‘til we blurred out the time [Chorus] This was the dream Right? Daddies and boys and toys Rubber and ropes and noise (oh) Dripping in every light Thought it would set me free Semen and salt and steam Now I wake up and scream Livin’ that seahorse party nightmare [Verse 2] Had a boy Kinda soft Kinda mean Lost him in a layover Still smell him in the sheets Had an ex Still owes me that check Just a ghost in my inbox And a bruise on my neck Seventeen years Since I first said “yes” Inked my skin like armor Now it feels like debt [Chorus] This was the dream Right? Daddies and boys and toys Rubber and ropes and noise (hey) Dripping in every light Thought it would set me free Semen and salt and steam Now I wake up and scream Livin’ that seahorse party nightmare [Bridge] Suitcase busted Kink gear spilling on the floor Hotel mirror asking What the hell you doing this for? You toast to “forever” With a stranger on your chest But the room gets quiet When the harness comes off your breath [Chorus] This was the dream Right? Daddies and boys and toys Rubber and ropes and noise Dripping in every light (oh yeah) Thought it would set me free Semen and salt and steam Now it’s just me and fear Livin’ that seahorse party nightmare