
I'm you. I'm everything that you are. I'm all your darkness, I'm all your flaws. I am everything bad about you, I am all your secrets, I am the you with everything you are addicted with, I am short wherever you are short, I'm you. You want to be better, but your stuck as you, Well I am you. What happened to me? What if we are all us? I thought I was me too.. You do something bad you get punished You do something good you get rewarded You get punished for doing something good cuz they don't understand what you did and think it's bad You get rewarded for doing something bad cuz they don't understand what they did and they think it's amazing while thinking your delusional We all know this pattern way too well And this corruption in the midst is what makes us worse and worse and worse.. But what if.. What if the corruption was tainted in some way, "Tainted", sounds pretty bad already What if the corruption gets hugged away? "Hugged"?, What is this? Is that not weird? It's different. "Tainted" makes more sense now How do I supposed to feel with this whole "hugged" thing? Exactly, What? That's the point. We are used to being tainted or fixed, but not used to being hugged. But why hugged? WE DON'T DESERVE HUGS, I know, but somebody has to see the real you instead of yell at it. WHY?! IM OBVIOUSLY A SINNER, GIVE ME PUNISHMENT.. But think about it, would punishment make the real you feel seen? Or have it feel more misunderstood and tucked in a corner? "Oh no your bad, there's no hope for you" We get worse like this.. just because we're bad, doesn't mean there's no hope for us. What do you mean? Well, if we change it from "tainted" to "hugged" it fixes the real problem. You expect punishment, but you were given a reward instead? Not because they liked the bad thing slash things you did, No they hate that But because they are willing to see under all of that, to see thru that, and see the you that was tucked away, and hug them.. If you love someone no matter how bad they are, and encourage them even in the midst of them sinning, or right after or whatev, The chains would finally loose their power. If you love THROUGH the imperfections, and the other person sees this, The chains that was handed down to them would FINALLY get loosened. People think that doing good makes you win, but none of us are good. It's pointless. I expected punishment too, but God gave me encouragement instead and all that happy and hope stuff and I was shocked. I deserve the opposite, but then I realized, this love, is giving me hope, I don't have to stay in sin forever, If God is this gentle even after sinning, then he would be gentle when I'm not sinning. I believed a lie through people yelling at me. I thought that God told me that I was not allowed to praise and worship him because I was too bad and did too many flaws. If I was too bad.. then I can't come to him for help.. then I'm never allowed. But I realized, sin doesn't leave for being good, sin leaves when you are loved regardless and truly seen underneath all that sin. You had hope in there, someone took it away, if someone sees that you that used to have hope, and see thru all your bad things that you do, your hope would finally feel nertered, instead of neglected and misunderstood because your doing bad, your hope would be encouraged enough to where it's big and strong enough to where when you fall, you can still ask God for help, he's there amongst the mistakes, you would finally be able to repent, you just need someone to hug you and understand you forever and ever. Instead of punishing, let's be sorry for what made them feel like starting in the first place, something happened they didn't feel heard they felt like they weren't allowed, now they feel like the reject the bad one, Let's be gentle, and have all their neglected needs feel heard. There's no need to punish for a neglected need not being met. I think people should be punished for thinking that they are all that and thinking that they are better than people. Don't you think that's what started all this mess in the first place? Thinking that we are better than others is what started everything. Let's heal by seeing past all flaws, and focus only on hope, because it would eventually FINALLY disappear if you keep feeding it good things and hope. No one knows who will make it, only the love of God and ONLY GOD can save by LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY till we not in these bodies anymore.. love is gonna purge everything away, we just gotta keep the heart open no matter how flawed we are. This is why I say, I am you, and you are me. No one is better than anybody, just let God slowly give you that repentance you always wanted, thru him continuously loving you. Your allowed to ask for help, even in the middle of sin. I am you, I'm everything about you. I'm all your addictions, I'm all your tears, I'm all your flaws, I'm all your thoughts, I'm all your imperfections, I am your heart now. Let's be others together.

