I Can't

I should be sleeping, I've drunk so much wine. My mind is still racing, I've lost track of time. so many thoughts running through my head, I can't find any comfort even in my bed. I'm torn between what I should and shouldn't do. I find myself restless because I'm thinking of you. o know thoughts of you should be far from my mind but the times were together is the comfort I find . I know being with you could cause so much pain but I can't bear the thought of not touching you again. I know you feel guilty and so do I but I can't give you up even if I try. we can't undo what has already been done we both know this is more than just a little fun. I'm sorry to put all this on you but know your nights are restless too. I don't know the answers or if this should end I know I need you even if just my friend. I've kept a distance tried to stay but something keeps pulling me back your way. i know it's wrong we should stay apart but something keeps tugging away at my heart. we got drawn together although it's wrong the love between us is feeling so strong. I don't like deceit and telling those lies. we're in too deep for this to die. you light up my life of this you know I need you so much I can't let go