You used to say my name like it mattered Like it could survive the weight of time I built my whole life around those moments Tiny promises dressed as forever Now your photographs are disappearing Replaced by somebody I’ve never met And I keep staring at her smiling face Trying not to split apart completely You looked me dead inside the eyes And still chose somebody else Until you left I thought love meant staying Until you left I thought I was enough Now every mirror in this house Shows someone collapsing slowly And every night I hear your voice Like a knife turning deeper in me I heard you laugh the way you used to with me Soft and careless through a phone screen glow Like all our years became disposable The second somebody newer appeared You were already slipping through my fingers While I was begging us to heal God, I would’ve bled to keep you breathing But you buried me without remorse You took everything gently That’s what makes it hurt worse I HOPE YOUR NEW LOVE LEARNS WHAT YOU REALLY ARE A FUCKING BLACK HOLE WEARING HUMAN SKIN YOU LEFT ME HERE TO ROT INSIDE YOUR SHADOW NOW I WANNA DRAG YOUR PERFECT WORLD DOWN WITH ME UNTIL YOU LEFT I STILL BELIEVED IN TOMORROW UNTIL YOU LEFT I STILL BELIEVED IN MYSELF NOW THERE’S NOTHING INSIDE ME BUT SIRENS AND STATIC I WANNA TEAR THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT LET YOU FORGET ME If I can’t escape this suffering Then neither of you deserve peace I’ll become the fucking nightmare You created when you abandoned me The piano keeps repeating the same notes Like it doesn’t know how to move on There’s a suitcase by the doorway And blood beneath my fingernails Somewhere outside A car engine starts Then suddenly stops
