Oooh-OohOo.(Bando on the beat) MMMM-HMMM same old shit dog just a different day, here comes more hurt more pain more doubt just in a different way-ayy-ayy (Bando7),here we go again go again and over again.... oh Father? Lord? God? are we living in hell and we're just too dumb to know it? are you disappointed in us down here or is it just a select few like me? I ain't going to lie seems like you just don't want to be bothered at all oh father God? hello! can u hear me? How come u never respond? why do some of us have to come into this world already dealt disabilities, mental issues, and families hostilities.. While others are born into stability tranquility peaceful loving energy... how come you don't let us all into the world with the same clean slate? why do we enter the world already paying for our parents mistakes? that ain't fair and I honestly don't get it I'll admit Fortunate ones I always looked at Like we are playing victim It's ridiculous the mean outright cruel things that I see.they never believe in me I already know they never believed they never give a fuck about me instead of point now that's to the point not the only people that I love in this world that's been around is my children only my children everybody fucked me over betrayed me and lowkey they hate everybody else to fuck me over betrayed me and lowkey they hate me it's okay though I don't I don't expect nothing else okay people all about themselves family ain't nothing but a word okay family ain't nothing but a word love ain't nothing but a word I'm getting better word for everybody out for themselves that's the truth that's the truth word to my soul to my soul to my soul how can my mama hate my kids her grandkids she talked to treat them act like they shit do everything short ofand to the point where my heart feeling deceitful heart heavy mind gone never mind anyways who the fuck you going so many issues within I'm just trying to maintain going through this motions all alone by myself jus because u are at home doesn't actually mean you're not on your own people like to act like they care but actually don't nobody really care not even your family stay there they just slowly fade away until one day they disappear like oh shit that's a hell of a magic trick still trying still looking for hope any life left to give but nope I'm just tired of dealing with life its so irrelevant I'm ready to quit I'm ready to go I'm ready to leave ready Lord come and get me please get me please read me free me from all this negativity free me let me be Lord let me breathe Lord They never believed in me I already know They never gave a fuck, instead of pointing, I’m straight to the point Only people I love in this world that’s been around is my children Only my children—everybody else fucked me over, betrayed me And lowkey, they hate me It’s okay though, I don’t expect nothing else People all about themselves, family ain’t nothing but a word Love ain’t nothing but a word, word to my soul Everybody out for themselves, that’s the truth How can my mama hate my kids, her own grandkids? Talk to them, treat them like they shit Heart feeling deceitful, heart heavy, mind never mind Who the fuck you gonna find? I tried it, I get it, played the game like a biddy I ain’t the one, been waiting for a long time, I’m just tired Flashing, so many issues within, trying to maintain Going through these motions all alone by myself Cause this home ain't no home, family ain’t there They just want you to disappear (Ba-ba-ba-bando 7) Lord, free me from all this negativity, free me Let me be, Lord, let me breathe, Lord, free me Let me breathe, Lord, I can’t handle this shit no more Nobody give a fuck about me no more Nobody give a fuck about Bando no more Left me abandoned, feeling like a bandit Tried to switch up on me, but it’s okay though Life come and it go, can't stay the same forever Why everybody you came in with just left you behind? Still alive, bro, word to my soul, word to my kids Word to my life, word to everything that is I believe in Jesus Christ, I believe He coming back real soon But it’s taking too long for me You want me to hold on, homie, but I’m losing faith Everything that I do feel like a mistake Creepy watching, trying to catch a bitch slipping I’m gonna get this gripping, take what the fuck ain't given Say whatever you want, I don’t ask you to forgive me What happens if you know better, but can’t do no better Cause nobody give you a chance? Get it by any means necessary If they don't let you earn it, gotta take some, shake some Judge me if you want, it is whatever it is, its gon be what its gon be What's Understood ain't gotta be explained makes plenty sense to me Lord, free me, let me breathe, jus let me be,so long, I’m gone.. (Ba-ba-BANDO..I'm so tired of hearing hold on bro, it gets greater later and all them bullshit quotes fuck them folks. im overly exhausted wit all the nonsense,dealing with all this pain and isolation that im facing nonstop
