Hard to put my mind at ease Heart is lookin’ for a piece Wallet runnin’ out of cheese Mind is runnin’ out of pleas I can’t take another loss Cost me when I double-crossed And they told me not to worry I been worried People hurry Feel like I’m the one that isn’t in a hurry I been feelin’ zero balance Lost my spirit Lost my talent Got some time and no allowance Family starvin’ Just a challenge This can’t be what you wanted from me Please don’t say this is it This can’t be what you wanted from me Please don’t say this is it I gotta go harder I got no water I gotta go farther I got no fire I got a cold heart I gotta go harder I got no water I gotta go farther I got no fire I got a cold heart I gotta go harder I got no water I gotta go farther I got no fire I got a cold heart Feelin’ like I’m underwater Breath is gettin’ shorter, harder Bills are stackin’ on the counter Dreams are feelin’ somethin’ smaller Tryna keep my faith intact Life keep swingin’, swingin’ back People say to “hold your ground” But they don’t see when no one’s ’round Pressure crushin’ every plan Tryna be a better man Tryna do the best I can Why’s it never in my hands? Tell me this ain’t how it ends for me Tell me there’s another page Tell me this ain’t how it ends for me I ain’t built for cage I gotta go harder I got no water I gotta go farther I got no fire I got a cold heart Woke up with a heavy chest Sleep don’t really give me rest Every day I second-guess If I’m cursed or if I’m blessed Tryna climb another ladder But the climb don’t even matter When the rungs keep breakin’ down Every time I leave the ground Voices tell me “you can make it” Then the world say “you won’t take it” Got a dream but can’t awake it Got a heart but can’t un-break it This can’t be the end of all my stories Not the chapter I’ma keep This can’t be the end of all my stories I’m still fightin’ in the deep I gotta go harder I got no water I gotta go farther I got no fire I got a cold heart Lookin’ out at empty roads Carryin’ these heavy loads Tryna crack these destiny codes While life keep changin’ modes I been fightin’ through the static Turnin’ panic into habit Every setback feel dramatic But I rise — automatic Tryna build with broken tools Tryna win but playin’ fools Tryna swim in tidal pools When the tide don’t follow rules This can’t be the only fate that’s for me There’s a reason I’m still here This can’t be the only fate that’s for me I’ma push through every fear Cold nights turn to better days Every scar gon’ light the way Every fall gon’ make me brave Every loss gon’ make me pray Cold heart but it still beats on Dark road but I’m holdin’ strong Ain’t no way I’m stayin’ gone I was built to carry on I gotta go harder I got no water Still I’m goin’ farther I found my fire Thawin’ this cold heart I gotta go harder I got no water Still I’m goin’ farther I found my fire Meltin’ this cold heart Yeah I gotta go harder Ain’t no way I’m fallin’ Now I’m reachin’ farther Risin’ higher Warm in this cold heart
