The end of two thousand nineteen The doctor said the word Cancer and the whole room went blurred Then in two thousand twenty The world shut down like it was fallin' apart Empty streets empty pews empty in my heart Chemo Mondays Radiation through the week Watched her go in strong And come out weak The boy's momma and my wife Disappearin' behind them doors Fightin' for her life I heard the stories folks who went in And never came back out Lord that kind of fear It eats a strong man's doubt I sat out there in that truck Engine runnin' cold Wonderin' if I'd get to grow old With the only woman who I ever loved God I begged you then And I'm still not ashamed Bring her back to me Don't let this be the end That parking lot became my only friend Twenty-twenty, the whole world Holding' its breath Feels like everywhere you turned Was talk of death But she never quit Not one single day Bald head held up high She wouldn't look away I watched a the strongest woman Right in front of me Strongest soul I ever seen And she's stronger than i'll ever be I sat out there in that truck Engine runnin' cold Wonderin' if I'd get to grow old With the only woman who I ever loved God I begged you then And I'm still not ashamed Bring her back to me Don't let this be the end That parking lot became my only friend Now I gotta confess Somethin' I carried alone There were nights I doubted You'd bring her home Nights I thought my prayers Were fallin' on deaf ears Nights I let the fear Outweigh the years You'd already shown me You were faithful and true Forgive me, Lord For not believin' in You Six years now And she's still standin' here Cancer-free wipin' away every tear I look at her And still can't believe my eyes How she walked through fire And come out alive Every mornin' I wake up beside her face I'm reminded ain't nothin' but amazing grace I don't sit in that parking lot no more But I remember every second, every open door Thank you God Carrying' us through For a woman with strength I don't deserve, but knew She's still here She's still mine Still my whole life's song Six years free And I ain't lettin' go She's still here Still here Thank God she's still here
