[sparse ethereal hiss behind lone wind chimes and keys 20 bars) yah shit its been a long day and fuck i know i aint the only one aye the pressure buildin, fuck i miss feeling fuckin young hey? put it in the pages write it down give it to mr mon-dain the jesters mask the given name the hollow plans to grasp at fame the man inside the boy whose name was lost inside the war i rage (theres something wrong!) so now i write another song to keep all that growth moving along here is a poem from my head about the ones that make me see red im still walkin doun da bahk rodes No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing just me, yah solo mode autums breeze fuh-reezen me Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Baygen please dont want to die here on da back rodes the cost of keepin mah head seem to be permanent space but they dont give me non of that (wack) they come spit disrespect in my face they see me calm they see me weak they see me maliable and meek but nows the end of a bitter day 32 years now packed away cause on september 17th i cut my forehead with his teeth For real just ask him I cracked his fuckin head in with my fuckin fayce Fohr years these hands and head been held down but now am maykin mah cayse When the cost of sittin doun is yor whole soul and self erased Then yor free from shame and sin for releasing the black within you tried to take it on the chin you tried to take it wirh a grin but time to tell em fuck no jack i try to help and care and fix but you just hand me bullshit bricks to build your house and tear mine down then run me further out of town (get ready to explode!) and still am livin on da bahk rodes No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing just me here still solo mode autum breeze keep me freeze no warmth for me geeze Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Behgen please dont let me die upon da bahk rode Still livin on da bahk rode No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing Only autums fuh-rozen breeze freezin me Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Begin please don wan to die upon dee bahk rode Yah gaurd yo brain protec dat mentol plane Forsake all greed and neva covet fame Wash yoself of shame and put sum respec back on yor name 30 years spent loosing (lame) Unaware you play the game So long spent under the weight i neva knew brighter days Always wore a smile on my face an tried my bist tew keep pace But now im jast sweengin mah mace Seekin blahd awll ova da place Finally crawled ahp out da muhd where they smashed me ova an ova down to the ground on mah face Im seekin evil Yah Dat grimm shit foken wicked That blade im gonna stick in Fuckin cookin you like chicken On the barbie with the coals You took an mayd yor lahf ah mockery Son please quit eet weeth tha fuckery Theres no more audiance The crowd is gone The tape is fuckin cold You tried tew be a martyr eh Straight tried tew throw yah life away You took your darkest self straight awf the shelf and marched out the gates of hell and out into the light of day you thought we'd sing "hurrah" "hey hey!" But theres no singing from the band No marching dancing fun parade No happy happy for yor face Just me and these fuckin hands (sicko mode) Steel am livin ahn da bahk rodes so-lo mode No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing Only autums fuh-rozen breeze freezin me Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Begin please don wan to die upon dee bahk rode Steel am livin ahn da bahk rodes so-lo mode No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing Only autums fuh-rozen breeze freezin me Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Begin please don wan to die upon dee bahk rode My foes ded Enemeez bled Eyes red Hunger fed All done through to zed No more monsters postin up in your head Yuh feel right buht thats when you need ta be smart ya heard what i said? Duhnt be waystin yah time oh bewties pahties ahnd sex there be more to get at in lahfe it all come doun tew tahm spent So feed yor hed Keep yor minds eye on the bend And remember what ya elders said Dont be ah cunt Give life your best punt And if you hear me on one thing No matta how broken down you get to give up on having friends Cause life alone will take your soul leave you broken lost and weak And youll be stuck by yourself Cause you know the strong dont get hyped by the meek Mah life bleak but dats me Always been a solo G No sour feelins dont pity me Just say whats up when im around And if its funny fuckin laugh with me Forgive me if im odd i aint been around I been fargone from yall society No mingle man No talk me down No be the clown of the class and town Just one sad boi and thoughts writen down Catharsis While i write about How i perceive ny life (IMPLODE) im still walkin doun da bahk rodes No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing just me, yah solo mode autums breeze fuh-reezen me Cant yew see I can not breath Fahl too mah knees Baygen please dont want to die here on da back rodes im still walkin doun da bahk rodes No tuh-rees be green nun livv-ing just me, yah solo mode
