Im not a perfect daughter Im just a girl in a costume I feel like i dont belong here let me out of this house of nightmares Where am I in the house of nightmares in a house of nightmares? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I always try to be the perfect daughter. I guess I failed bub bubba ba da ba ba da I always try so hard but that voice in my head was just too loud when I was a kid. It was just so much louder than it is Now , which is crazy to me, you know, when I was a kid, I didn't know it was depression in my head that's kinda funny to me, because I've spent years listening to that voice thinking it was right. Even if it was wrong, I always believed it was real. It lied to me. I don't know what's real or fake. That voice in my head is gone. Then why do I feel so fake? I don't know, GIVE ME A BREAK. Why do I even try if 1 day I'm gonna die. Actually, that's not true. I can live till ninety two. What do I do