(Hook) I’ve been ridin’ through the city with my hopes low, Heart cold, but it burnin’ like a slow glow. Every memory of you is in the smoke, though— Why you echo in my mind when I say “no”? I don’t wanna fall again, but I just might, 'Cause your shadow in my dreams keep me up nights. Feelin’ faded every time that we don’t fight— Guess I’m better when I’m broken in the moonlight. (Verse 1) Yeah, I’m lost in the waves of emotions, Spillin’ out my chest like an ocean. Everybody sayin’ “heal,” but they don’t know How it feels when the pain slow-motion. I’ve been mixin’ all the love with the trauma, Tryna run from the ghost, got me choked like a collar. Wish I didn’t care, but I care even harder, Wish I didn’t love, but I fall even farther. (Pre-Hook) I’ve been tryna find peace but it slip away, Feelin’ numb, but the hurt hit a different way. If I never get right, that’s okay— I’ll bleed all these melodies into place. (Hook) I’ve been ridin’ through the city with my hopes low, Heart cold, but it burnin’ like a slow glow. Every memory of you is in the smoke, though— Why you echo in my mind when I say “no”? I don’t wanna fall again, but I just might, 'Cause your shadow in my dreams keep me up nights. Feelin’ faded every time that we don’t fight— Guess I’m better when I’m broken in the moonlight. (Verse 2) Torn seams on my soul where you stitched me, Dark thoughts, but the stars always listen. Late calls, but you never wanna fix things— Now I’m fallin’ for the silence that you mix in. But I still hope you hear this in the nighttime, Know I loved you even when you crossed the fault lines. If I make it through the hurt, I’ll be alright— But I swear your name still hit me like a stop sign. (Outro) So I drive through the pain like a ghost now, Every beat of my heart feelin’ slowed down. If I heal, imma rise from the low ground— But tonight, I just want your voice in the background.
