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Four Years Without You

[Verse 1] I first knew you through just a name, A meeting arranged by our families’ faith. There were no fireworks, no grand romance, Yet slowly you became the home I could embrace. Our days unfolded simply side by side, Building dreams through laughter and through prayer. I thought time was writing a story for us, A story that would last beyond our years. [Pre-Chorus] I never imagined, That your footsteps would fade away. Leaving behind a space still overflowing, With words our love never got to say. [Chorus] You left without a word, without a single goodbye, Leaving me lost inside a thousand questions. For two days I searched for the traces you left behind, Hoping I’d find a reason for us to survive. And when I finally found you standing there, I thought our love still had a road back home. But you chose to walk away from my life, While I was left learning how to disappear alone. [Verse 2] Four years we walked this road together, Four years I built my world around you. I believed you’d be my companion for a lifetime, But I was only a place you passed through. Without anger, without pleading for more, I let go of the hand that wanted to leave. Because sometimes loving someone means accepting, That their happiness no longer lives with me. [Pre-Chorus] Since that day, time has kept moving on, Yet the pain has never truly gone away. I live, I breathe, I force myself to smile, But part of me died on that day. [Chorus] You left without a word, without a single goodbye, Leaving me drowning in memories so deep. For one whole year I waited by an open door, Though your footsteps never returned to me. And even now I’m standing here alone, Gathering the shattered pieces of my dreams. Because the day you chose to leave me behind, Hope lost all the meaning it once gave me. [Bridge] For four years this wound has walked beside me, A shadow following every step I take. People ask me, “Do you still believe in love?” I fall silent… because I don’t know what to say. Is love always meant to end in loss? Or have I simply held on for too long? If love truly comes to heal the broken, Why does your name still fall like rain? [Final Chorus] Now I don’t hate you, not even a little, Though you left behind wounds beyond measure. I’m only sad because I once believed, We would grow old within the same story. And if one day love should find me again, I don’t know if my heart will be strong enough. Because the day you left without saying goodbye, A part of me left this world with you. [Outro] Four years beside you… Four years without you… And even today, When they ask me about love… I still fall silent. Because I don’t know anymore… How to believe in it.