All alone in the hospital i wasn't there it eats me alive every single day , you never left me but I wasn't there for you, Sorry can't begin to explain the pain I feel , Mama I'm so sorry I wish I could have healed you I wish I could have you here but Jesus needed you more chorus Mama oh Mama the sweetest sound next to the name of Jesus you were my best friend my supporter my heart without you there's a hole that'll never be filled ,But I know you're with Jesus and Daddys there yo told hold you and you're not in pain that's my comfort that's how I cope just know I miss you and I love you always Mama I'm sorry I failed you I'm sorry you left this world without me there , I pray you knew I cared I tried to get there we raced we just weren't fast enough , Mark was driving I was praying the boys were next to me , Crystal looked saw on Facebook you'd already gone she called Katelynn because she was almost to you we just didn't know God had already received you