HARDEST GOODBYE | Featuring STARLGHT

Dark Emotional Trap Rap, 132–140 BPM, Hard-hitting trap rap verses with strong chest voice, emotional conviction, urgent delivery, dense syllable patterns, breath pressure, and relentless forward momentum, Vocals should sound passionate, fired-up, and emotionally invested rather than soft, sleepy, or R&B-focused, Heavy 808s, punchy trap drums, rolling hi-hats, dark piano accents, ambient synth textures, eerie bell plucks, vocal delay trails, and constant rhythmic movement, Drums and bass drive the song at all times, Verses delivered like someone desperately trying to make another person understand how much they care, Strong emphasis on conviction, urgency, frustration, protection, and emotional pressure, Minimal melodic stretching during rap sections, Choruses become wider and more melodic but retain strength, chest resonance, and emotional intensity, Tone: protective, passionate, restless, vulnerable, determined, emotionally overwhelmed, and deeply sincere

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[Verse 1]

I know I shouldn't say this, but there's been somethin' on my mind
I always think about you, it fuckin' seems like all the time
You say my name a certain way and I swear my chest caves
Now every little thing you do just pulls me back again

My heart can't seem to take this, it's yours if you wanna break it
I'd hand it to you willingly and pray you somehow save it
'Cause just one confession could give me everything I've ever wanted or take it all away
But I can't seem to find the words or even know what the fuck to say

So I just keep it in, hold it back, wishin' you felt the same
'Cause I think losin' you would hurt more than hidin' all this pain
So I'll just keep holdin' on as long as you're right here by my side
Even if you're the one I keep wishin' someday would be mine…

[Chorus]

You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye
Can't let you go, couldn't if I tried
So I'll love you in silence, but my heart's not alright
You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye
Wont let you go, no I won’t tonight 
So I'll love you in silence, but my hearts not alright

[verse 2]

[aggressive fast rap, anger undertone]
[FAST AGRESSIVE RAP WITHOUT MUSIC INTERRUPTIONS]
So i wrote this song not for you to hear
Just for me to know I put my heart there 
Gonna scream it to the void, shed my heart with tears
Every thought I been hiding inside for years

Since the day in my life that you came
My heart ain't FUCKEN ever been the same 
Cause all my thoughts are about your name
While I'm FUCKEN living life in shame

Lemme sing now what I feel
Your hands, your touch, that's what I want for real
Nobody else gonna have my heart, no one gonna steal
It's yours I swear

say i love you, you smile and say it too,
But it don't mean the same for you, I know that's true, so FUCK me... Yea I'm doomed,  I just want you, been always true

So take my heart yea fuck it's yours, take my dreams fuck and rip through them all
You'll always be my fall, the one I call
But bury and stall, scared to never see you at all

But girl your smile is my dream, your heart the one I need, so I live in secrecy, dreaming of us between, swear I want it to be, together as one as we, out for all to see, just you and me

So I'll stand with you, with my heart in two, so long as I'm right here next to you, ain't gonna ask for your heart, let's stay friends, fuck my dreams for you
But I cry at night, my feelings kept inside, but it don't feel right, cause I FUCKEN need you tonight

[Chorus]

Call me friend, love me too, but it ain't ever gonna be as true
Ain't the love, I feel for you, but love me little that's alright too 
So long as I see you, get to speak to you, still have you in my life
Yea I'll live with that, fuck I'll live in pain, so long you still call my name

[Post chorus]

Cause girl if I want you
If I want you in my life
Rather have you as a friend
Than FUCKEN lose you in the end

[Bridge]

Don't know I want you every night
Been hiding feelings all inside
But girl I love you that's truth alright
Ain't got no room for others tonight
Cause girl it's you it's been always you
Haunting my dreams fuck I swear that's true
Ain't got no room no room for two
It's just you swear to God only you

[Chorus]

[Post chorus]

Cause girl if I want you
If I want you in my life
Rather have you as a friend
Than FUCKEN lose you in the end

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[Verse 1] I know I shouldn't say this, but there's been somethin' on my mind I always think about you, it fuckin' seems like all the time You say my name a certain way and I swear my chest caves Now every little thing you do just pulls me back again My heart can't seem to take this, it's yours if you wanna break it I'd hand it to you willingly and pray you somehow save it 'Cause just one confession could give me everything I've ever wanted or take it all away But I can't seem to find the words or even know what the fuck to say So I just keep it in, hold it back, wishin' you felt the same 'Cause I think losin' you would hurt more than hidin' all this pain So I'll just keep holdin' on as long as you're right here by my side Even if you're the one I keep wishin' someday would be mine… [Chorus] You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye Can't let you go, couldn't if I tried So I'll love you in silence, but my heart's not alright You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye Wont let you go, no I won’t tonight So I'll love you in silence, but my hearts not alright [verse 2] [aggressive fast rap, anger undertone] [FAST AGRESSIVE RAP WITHOUT MUSIC INTERRUPTIONS] So i wrote this song not for you to hear Just for me to know I put my heart there Gonna scream it to the void, shed my heart with tears Every thought I been hiding inside for years Since the day in my life that you came My heart ain't FUCKEN ever been the same Cause all my thoughts are about your name While I'm FUCKEN living life in shame Lemme sing now what I feel Your hands, your touch, that's what I want for real Nobody else gonna have my heart, no one gonna steal It's yours I swear say i love you, you smile and say it too, But it don't mean the same for you, I know that's true, so FUCK me... Yea I'm doomed, I just want you, been always true So take my heart yea fuck it's yours, take my dreams fuck and rip through them all You'll always be my fall, the one I call But bury and stall, scared to never see you at all But girl your smile is my dream, your heart the one I need, so I live in secrecy, dreaming of us between, swear I want it to be, together as one as we, out for all to see, just you and me So I'll stand with you, with my heart in two, so long as I'm right here next to you, ain't gonna ask for your heart, let's stay friends, fuck my dreams for you But I cry at night, my feelings kept inside, but it don't feel right, cause I FUCKEN need you tonight [Chorus] Call me friend, love me too, but it ain't ever gonna be as true Ain't the love, I feel for you, but love me little that's alright too So long as I see you, get to speak to you, still have you in my life Yea I'll live with that, fuck I'll live in pain, so long you still call my name [Post chorus] Cause girl if I want you If I want you in my life Rather have you as a friend Than FUCKEN lose you in the end [Bridge] Don't know I want you every night Been hiding feelings all inside But girl I love you that's truth alright Ain't got no room for others tonight Cause girl it's you it's been always you Haunting my dreams fuck I swear that's true Ain't got no room no room for two It's just you swear to God only you [Chorus] You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye Can't let you go, couldn't if I tried So I'll love you in silence, but my heart's not alright You're my favorite hello, my hardest goodbye Wont let you go, no I won’t tonight So I'll love you in silence, but my hearts not alright [Post chorus] Cause girl if I want you If I want you in my life Rather have you as a friend Than FUCKEN lose you in the end

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