Wishing Well

a testament to my testosterone heading fast into the unknown wearing my ethanol life vest strapped tightly to my chest vandalized nativity scene swimming in a sea of the obscene sweating kerosene and ketamine ignoring the lepers for they are unclean now here is something I meant to write down since the sky is on fire and no one is around the embers are flying our brothers are dying and I had something important to say but now here I lay between a dream and a gasp stuck in the future or maybe the past maybe if I don't get to say what I meant to say I'll see you again on a rainy day on the other side kill the lights and kill my brain swallow the lies that I've been trained trust no one except for your mom don't know where I'm going only where I'm from transmission failed our ship has sailed intended to prosper but designed to fail once had a conscious but now a void used to have feelings I once enjoyed now here is something I meant to write down since the sky is on fire and no one is around the embers are flying our brothers are dying and I had something important to say but now here I lay between a dream and a gasp stuck in the future or maybe the past maybe if I don't get to say what I meant to say I'll see you again on a rainy day on the other side wishing for a wishing well make a wish but don't you tell walk to the edge but don't fall in the angels can't carry you away from sin drown myself in the holy water only 'cuz your soul cannot be bartered