I’ve got a life I should be grateful for Say it out loud like it fixes the core Everything looks like it’s in its place So why do I feel like a walking mistake Empty rooms but I’m not alone Something’s wrong down to the bone I look at myself and I don’t feel right Like I’m out of sync with my own life Everyone says I should be fine So why does it feel like I’m losing my mind I try to hold onto what I love But it never feels like it’s enough Why does it feel like I’m faking this Like every breath is counterfeit I swear to God I’m trying my best But I’m still a mess WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAN’T I BE HAPPY I’VE GOT EVERYTHING I SHOULD EVER NEED BUT IT NEVER REACHES ME There’s light in my life, I can see it BUT I CAN’T FEEL IT SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I tear it down before it begins Turn every win into another sin Every good thing slips through my hands I don’t even know who I am I tell myself I’m trying again Say it enough till I start to pretend But deep down I already know I’m the weight that won’t let go I don’t wanna be like this I don’t know why I’m like this I’m trying to fix this BUT I CAN’T FIX THIS WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAN’T I BE HAPPY I’VE GOT EVERYTHING I SHOULD EVER NEED BUT IT NEVER REACHES ME There’s light in my life, I can see it BUT I’M THE ONE THAT KEEPS KILLING IT SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME Say it slow So it sticks I ruin everything EVERYTHING I TOUCH DIES IN MY HANDS FIX ME FIX ME FIX ME OR I’LL TEAR MYSELF APART If I keep fighting my own mind How much of me gets left behind I don’t wanna lose myself like this WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAN’T I BE HAPPY I’VE GOT EVERYTHING I SHOULD EVER NEED BUT IT NEVER REACHES ME There’s light in my life, I don’t deserve it SO I DESTROY IT What is wrong with me
