Heavy Like Nothing

[Verse 1] Woke up like I didn’t sleep Blanket feels like concrete sheets Bones are loud but I don’t move Even dreams are tired too Tears fall in a silent room Nothing hurt—but it still blooms Mood swings like a chandelier Hanging low and full of fear [Pre-Chorus] I don’t even know why I cry Nothing happens, but I break inside Like a ghost that haunts my spine [Chorus] It’s heavy like nothing No reason, but I feel it My skin aches like thunder And I can’t seem to heal it Eyes wide when it’s late But the dark won’t relate I’m not sleeping I’m just… fading [Verse 2] Stare at walls that never change Muscles tense like I’m in pain But no one’s chasing, nothing’s near Still, my body shakes with fear Smiles feel like masks I wear Mood gets mean then disappears I’m sorry if I pull away Don’t know what I’m tryna say [Bridge] (faint vocal echoes, fading in and out) Everything’s too loud or nothing’s there Either way, I’m gasping air My mind’s a room I can’t escape And no one else can see the weight [Final Chorus] It’s heavy like nothing No cuts, but I still bleed I’m moody and frozen And no one knows what I need The dark won’t shut its mouth So I just ride it out I’m not healing I’m just… leaving pieces [Outro] (whispered, close-mic’d, dry vocal) I’m still here But I don’t know why I cry I cry I cry And I don’t know why…