Eighteen years and you knew my name Knew every scar I tried to hide I gave you pieces I never gave away And you kept them close until you needed them You knew exactly where it hurt You just waited for the right time I should have known better Than to call that trust You knew where it hurt And you pressed until I broke I gave you something sacred You turned it into a weapon After everything I gave You still made me feel ashamed So don't call this abandonment I finally walked away I spent half my life believing That some things were worth defending Now every year feels like a debt I was too loyal to collect You don't get to rewrite me Just because I finally left You lost the right To know me The moment you used What I confessed You knew where it hurt And you pressed until I broke I gave you something sacred You turned it into a weapon After everything I gave You still made me feel ashamed So don't call this abandonment I finally walked away EIGHTEEN YEARS AND THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN WHEN THEY SAY NOTHING EVER REALLY CHANGES I GAVE YOU MY TRUST YOU GAVE ME A REASON TO BURY IT SO KEEP MY NAME KEEP YOUR MEMORIES KEEP YOUR FUCKING VERSION OF ME You knew where it hurt And you pressed until I broke I gave you something sacred You turned it into a weapon After everything I gave You still made me feel ashamed So don't call this abandonment I finally walked away You knew where it hurt And you pressed until I broke I gave you something honest You turned it into a weapon After everything I gave You still thought I'd crawl back You don't get another year YOU DON'T FUCKING GET ME BACK
