Sorry is just a word, That comes out when I speak, People dont understand, Its not just from bein' weak I've done some things, I've said some things I've got a reason to feel bad Unspoken things, Ive broken things, And spit on the time that we've had I don't know where I am I don't know how to get back I'm spinning again Spinning in the black Spinning in the black I get mean when I get scared, I get quiet when I should talk, I hold on when I should let go, Then disappear when things get hard. I say things just to cut, I push when I should pull away, I make you pay for things you didn't do, Then hate myself the next day. I know that I have hurt you, I know that sorry isn't enough, I know you shouldn't have to bleed While I figure out this stuff. I don't know where I am I don't know how to get back I'm spinning again Spinning in the black Spinning in the black I need to know why I do this, Why I turn love into a fight, Why I wreck the things I care about Then lie awake all night. Why I build a wall between us, Then get angry you're not near, Why I make you carry pieces Of the things I couldn't bear. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry for what I've done. But I can't keep saying sorry And becoming what I was. I need to find the part of me That keeps dragging me off track. I need to figure out myself Before I ask you to come back. I don't know where I am I don't know how to get back I'm spinning again Spinning in the black Spinning in the black
