Lyrics [Verse 1] You kissed me like a loaded gun Slow poison underneath your tongue I gave you every sacred part You carved your name into my scars Cold fingers on my broken skin You pulled me close, then let me sink Inside your perfect tragedy You made a ghost of me [Pre-Chorus] I still hear you in the static Like a prayer turning violent [Chorus] You said forever — then buried me alive Wrapped in your velvet lies I gave you heaven, you gave me the knife Now I bleed in paradise Every touch was another goodbye Every “love you” was disguised You were my sweetest disease My beautiful enemy [Verse 2] Your shadow sleeping in my bed Your voice still crawling through my head I tried to wash you from my veins But love and venom taste the same These walls still echo every sin Your fingerprints beneath my skin You watched me drown without a sound While pulling me further down [Bridge] I hate the way I need you I hate the way you stay Inside my ruined heartbeat You never went away (Screamed layered vocal) YOU NEVER WENT AWAY [Final Chorus – Bigger / Emotional] You said forever — then buried me alive Wrapped in your velvet lies I gave you heaven, you gave me the knife Now I bleed in paradise And even dying in your arms Still feels better than the dark You were my sweetest disease My beautiful enemy
