notice my pain. 🦋

quiet wars inside my head my heart bleeds out, in a way no one can really understand, because my mind can’t follow my commands. I feel so hurt, but my soul won’t obey, so I find it so hard to stay away. no one can really understand, not even me, my feelings are drowning, please, let me breathe I wait for a moment to stay with myself and sometimes I forget how to live without you you were my everything now I have nothing but you don’t seem to care now I know this is where we end, but I just wish you could notice my pain I pretend that everything’s okay all the time, I feel guilty, as if my emotions were a crime. you tell me you’ve moved on, but for some reason I still believe you couldn’t be gone.. like maybe, when I wake up, this will all be a dream, all over when I look at the stars for a lover I wait for a moment to stay with myself and sometimes I forget how to live without you you were my everything now I have nothing but you don’t seem to care now I know this is where we end, but I just wish you could notice my pain you don’t even care that you hurt me. so I stay, and pretend I’m okay, while you chase stars, so I can be left with your scars [slow build up] I wait for a moment to stay with myself (ohh) and sometimes I forget how to live without you you were my everything (everything) now I have nothing (ohh umm) but you don’t seem to care (umm) now I know this is where we end, but I just wish you could notice my pain (my pain) [overlay] I wait for a moment to stay with myself (ohh) and sometimes I forget how to live without you you were my everything (everything) now I have nothing (ohh umm) but you don’t seem to care (umm) now I know this is where we end, but I just wish you could notice my pain (my pain) quiet wars inside my head